i hate how in this life, we are brought up thinking life is this big cloud, so nice a fluffy, and we just get thrown in, without any true knowledge as to what being a human actually is.
strip back the molds and material goods we poses, and we are still just useless blobs in the universe along for the ride.
by the law of odds, there is someone that’s going to put up with your shit, because they like the way your skin has been wrapped around your bones, and the way you act or more, “who” you are. there is not one single law stating that there is another person for us, and yet we are made to feel, made to believe that if we don’t eventually end up with someone, our life isn’t complete, that we haven’t achieved something. its taken for granted that we will find someone, and for the most part, everyone will. i cant help to think daily, am i one of the few?
our lives are made to be difficult when we bring people in, because like all things, these people in your life will leave you, if you want them to or not.
i cant help but think your god fucked up. but then i remember, to wipe the brainwash my “trusted elders” cast apon me from a young age.
one life, be your own person because great minds think alone, don’t follow the tracks made by others.
cant wait to have this in my life.
everyone needs to step back and take a look at life, our daily routines, our “normal” lives aren’t so normal anymore.
I cant even begin to understand anything that humans have created, let alone life itself.
take right now for instance, everything that has put you into the moment you are living right now. we are animals, yet we must wear clothes, and there is a style of clothes we like each personally, and we must wear clothes because people that created them said so, why is it that we must cover our bodies daily, is it that we have been made to be embarrassed by the body we have been given if it doesn’t fit the mold that was stated we must fit? back on topic, computers, words, the internet, how the fuck, how the fuck does it work, and what the fuck is it, why is it such a necessity of modern day life and living…
i could talk like this for hours and hours, but please, take a second, think about what we are, how minute our existence is as a singular person in this HUGE universe,
just sit, and turn your brains on.
Visited sneak and destroy today, new shoes, new shirt, new bag.
Super stoked I have a new bag, now I can carry my slr around with me everywhere, meaning, snaps on the blog!
Also, fixie should be rolling again this weekend, looking forward to some sticky situations with cars and police.
peace.
“this cigarette is killing me no more than giving you the last pieces left of my heart”
hold my heart, it beats for you only
